❛ i can feel this heart inside me and i conclude it exists. i can touch this world and i also conclude that it exists. all my knowledge ends at this point. the rest is hypothesis ❜

my birthday is on saturday and a friend is throwing her own party on saturday and she wants me to ditch my own plans and come celebrate with her

i dont have anything definitive yet but like ……… i’d kind of like to celebrate my own birthday and now this whole thing is making me think i shouldn’t and it’s like

why????????? has every single birthday i’ve spent in university been so terrible??????????